Remembering January 6th, 2021

On 9/11/2001, I sat in my office and witnessed the attack on the Twin Towers. I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. I couldn’t imagine what would come next. Now, 20 torturous years later, America has been changed forever.

One year ago, I sat in my office watching the tragedy that was the formal beginning of the Insurrection. It didn’t surprise me. For years, I’ve closely followed the growth of fascism in the U.S. and knew that eventually, some act would send us over the edge. A year ago, I was sickened as I saw us fall into chaos.

Today, I sat in my office listening to the speeches from the Capitol, remembering that dark day. Since then, it has become darker, much darker. In the intervening year, fascism continues to grow and violence spreads. The Big Lie fosters other lies that spread outrage throughout our society. Healthcare workers who defend us from a pandemic that has killed 855,000 fellow Americans, are attacked because they tell their patients the truth about their illness and refuse to administer treatments that are ineffective and dangerous.

Members of school boards are threatened for a variety of reasons, including whether schools should teach an accurate portrayal of our history and society, or parrot racist mythology. Local, state, and federal elected officials and their families are threatened with kidnapping, assaults, and murder.

And nation-wide, there are threats and attacks against our election system, its volunteers and officials. The core of our democracy is being eroded by the Big Lie.

Today, I heard speeches that will live on in history. They will be read for their wisdom and inspiration in future times of darkness. It has been an historic day that sets us on a path towards the resolution of this existential threat. Lines have been clearly drawn.

During an hour-long recess of the Senate, Congressional Historians gathered in the Cannon House Office Building for a discussion about how history furnishes a perspective for today. Moderated by Librarian of Congress, Carla Hayden, noted historians Dolores Kearns Goodwin and Jon Meacham reminded us that in this time of danger, our history has recorded other moments of existential crisis and provides us examples of the courage earlier Americans displayed when facing an unknown future. Our history offers lessons from which we can learn and take heart.

In essence, our nation has faced threats domestic and foreign since our inception, such as The Civil War, World War II, and the fight to pass Civil Rights. In each instance, Americans faced danger and did not know what the future held. Yet they persevered and their better angels led the way. In the end, in spite of the terrible price paid, our nation had expanded all American’s rights. We came out better for the experience.

In the decade leading up to The Civil War, America had two competing realities, Slavery and Abolition. These two forces had existed from the founding of the United States. By 1850s, though, the public in the North and South had begun to discuss slavery. But then, on May 22, 1856, the abolitionist Senator from Massachusetts, Charles Sumner, was beaten with a cane and severely injured, by South Carolina, Representative Preston Brooks. This galvanized people in the North and South to take sides. In the South Brooks was a hero and his violence cheered. In the North, the Abolition movement took fire. Ultimately, the incident led to the creation of the Republican Party and the election of Lincoln. Within 8 weeks of the election, the South had begun seceding from the Union and attacking Federal forts. Thus commenced the Civil War. In 1865, after over 600,00 deaths, the Civil War ended. Slavery was defeated and millions of Black Americans were free.

For a brief period after the war, Blacks used the power of the vote to enter government, improve their economic conditions and begin to improve solidify their communities. But, within 15 years, the White community started reasserting its power by attacking the right to vote, setting in place a set of laws, now called Jim Crow. Whites used these laws and violence, to once again oppress Black Americans, after a brief shining moment. It wasn’t until 100 years later, after a long peaceful but punishing movement, Black Americans regained their right to vote, enforced by the U.S. government.

That was only 57 years ago. People my age grew up during Jim Crow and whether in the South or North, its effects were felt. For many older Whites who support Trump and his corrupted Republican Party, still carry the expectation of the privileges enforced by Jim Crow.

In the past few years we have witnessed the reassertion of Jim Crow like laws, beginning with the Supreme Court’s gutting the Voting Rights Act. Bit by bit other rights are being undermined, such as a woman’s control of her body. A belligerent minority want to turn the clock back to an earlier, brutal time. That is what the Insurrectionists and their leaders want now, to take our power by taking our vote. They believe they are better than everyone else and have the right to do as they wish.

If one American is oppressed, all Americans are oppressed.

I don’t know what the future holds. There is no guarantee that this time we will prevail and democracy survives. I think we will, provided that all of us stand firm, demand justice, protect our vulnerable citizens, and if necessary, fight. Let our voices be heard and our votes count. Let us rise and support our representatives and volunteers. Let us speak Truth against the Big Lie and its mutations, staring down those that threaten our nation.

When I was a kid, my father told me, in his ironic way, “Always tell the Truth. It’s easier to remember.” The truth must be remembered. It is the foundation of our democracy and our future.

Lies are built on sand.

“I met a traveller from an antique land,
Who said—“Two vast and trunkless legs of stone
Stand in the desert. . . . Near them, on the sand,
Half sunk a shattered visage lies, whose frown,
And wrinkled lip, and sneer of cold command,
Tell that its sculptor well those passions read
Which yet survive, stamped on these lifeless things,
The hand that mocked them, and the heart that fed;
And on the pedestal, these words appear:
My name is Ozymandias, King of Kings;
Look on my Works, ye Mighty, and despair!
Nothing beside remains. Round the decay
Of that colossal Wreck, boundless and bare
The lone and level sands stretch far away.”

Percy Bisshe Shelley

The Image
The image is a composite, the sky and flag are individual images covered by Creative Commons usage.
I manipulated both images and color corrected so that they would work together.
The Flag is by Mike Mozart, JeepersMedia, CC-BY.
The sky is by Fractal Artists, CC-BY.
The image above, Stormy Skies 2, is mine, CC-BY.

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Guided Images, Guided Healing

The following two self-guided imagery and healing sessions are the creation of Becky Olson, a licensed clinical, hospice social worker for twenty-two years. She was always looking for ways to make her counseling more effective, providing the greatest benefit to the dying and their families. Becky received training in clinical hypnosis. She used these skills to train her clients to use guided imagery to relieve anxiety, pain, and stress.


The healing power of the mind-body connection is acknowledged in both ancient and modern traditions.

Guided Imagery opens the door to allow this connection to work. Carefully crafted images help you to relax and release negative forces in your body that promote or accelerate unhealthiness. Stress, pain, feelings of fear or frustration all surrender to guided imagery.

These two sessions combine carefully developed healing scripts with special soothing music. The result is an effortless journey to a place of relaxation, warmth, and healing.

Learn to relax, release the stress and enjoy the moment.

Please be aware that because of the relaxing nature of these sessions, they should not be played in a moving vehicle or in situations that require your attention.

Becky


Session 1 Free the Stress from Your Body (this may take a moment to load)


Download ( .WAV, 161 MB )

Session 2 The Healing Light Within (this may take a moment to load)


Download ( .WAV, 151 MB )


Music
Snow Flower by Jo Anna Burns Miller (1990)
Little Pond Productions
P.O. Box 20594
Portland, OR
97294 0594

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Christmas Cactus

Christmas Cactus 2021

Last night Christmas came early with about 10 inches of snow. I still get excited when we get a decent snow storm. Then I come to my senses.

However, earlier, my good friend Penny, who lives up in the mountains of Southern California sent me a great photo of her Christmas Cactus blooming after a rain.

I can hear the snowblowers going full tilt in the neighborhood. Yet I can look at this bloom and imagine I’m someplace nice and warm.

Thank you Penny.

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Thanksgiving Recap

Liberal with French Roast



For me, Thanksgiving was quiet. The Family Dinner was cancelled because unvaccinated members of the family were exposed. All but one appear to be OK. Worryingly, one has lost his sense of taste and smell. I hadn’t planned on going because I was aware that they had been exposed. Dinner is rescheduled for this Saturday. I was going but have reconsidered and cancelled. The simple act of seeing family for Thanksgiving has created a mental turmoil that has me questioning, if after the last two years of the pandemic, I’ve become Agoraphobic. Am I being rational or irrational?

That is not to say that my Thanksgiving totally sucked. Friends that knew and loved Becky, and whom we’d known for years, called and offered to share a portion of their Thanksgiving dinner with me. An act of caring that I’m grateful for. It was delicious. Later, I called my cousin in Ohio and we talked for over an hour. Again, a time for being grateful.

I pursue a fairly routine and contemplative life; reading, writing and photography. For me, everyday is much like the next; even this Thanksgiving. I finished off the evening by reading material that I wanted to think about and may use in future posts. I am profoundly grateful for being able to live my simple, almost hermetic life.

One of the things that keeps me going, along with the love of family and friends, is my curiosity. Life is endlessly fascinating, more so when it is fraught with a circus of perils. Even my decision to stay home, is it rational or fear-based, makes me curious.

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Remembering

Becky
Claude Monet’s Garden
September 1998

On November 17th Becky would have been 72. But breast cancer claimed her on June 9th, 2012, less than a week before our 36th anniversary. The significance of that fact was lost on me for years. June 9th left me with indelible memories that I can recall clearly at any time. My memory has never been great, but the two years preceding Becky’s death are more clearly inscribed in the clay of my mind than most of the rest of my life.

Throughout our years together, Becky worked to make the world a better place. And for those she knew and served, she did just that. She could feel others pain, knew where it came from, and did what she could to relieve their suffering. She showed me what caring, dedication meant. Because of her, I grew more aware, imperfectly, of the unique paths each of us travel.

I often think of Becky. I have pictures of her scattered around the house. One of my favorites is of her by the pond in Monet’s garden. We would make a pilgrimage to Giverny and Monet’s house every few years. She loved the garden and how it changed with the seasons. Becky wasn’t perfect. She had her seasons too. I prefer to remember her in Monet’s garden.

The years following her death have been a mixture of frenetic activity, unconsciously trying to avoid remembering, followed by deep introspection, which revealed to me my failures as a friend, lover, and life partner. It was and continues to be a humbling experience. There were many times that I could have been more patient, understanding, and supportive; more loving.

This is a stage of grief called Regret. It is a blessing. Where the pain of remembrance is the most intense is where I see most clearly how to improve my relationships with others. After awhile, I began to understand that the past is the past. It can not be undone. But, it does not need to repeat.

Time heals all wounds. That is true, but it has left scars to help me remember.

So nine years after her death, through my regrets, Becky continues to guide me towards being a better person.

Every year of my life is precious and growing more so. Yet, those years with Becky are the most precious.

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Build Back Better Is Our Future

After years of droughts, fires, floods, diseases, and the humanitarian crisis at our southern border, Americans are beginning to understand that Global Warming is real and all around us. This year, hurricanes in the Gulf and along the East Coast, forest fires in the West, and record rainfall are presenting us with yet more lessons that cannot be ignored. Man-made global warming is taking our nation apart piece by piece, destroying our nation’s infrastructure, the bone and sinew of our culture, faster than we can replace it.

If the climate emergency were a movie, then this decade has been the promo. Unfortunately, this crisis is real and all of us are directly affected either with the loss of homes, livelihoods, and security, or by scarcity of goods and services, inflation, and worry. Our entire nation is feeling the emotional strain that uncertainty brings. This stress causes illnesses such as heart disease, addiction, violence, and suicide. It destroys the fabric of a person’s life, infects their family and community, and ultimately weakens our nation.

These conditions are getting worse, faster than many thought possible. And it’s happening around the world. It is happening here. Some areas will suffer more than others but all of us will feel pain. The climate emergency is global and local, there are no safe havens.

Science has been warning us for almost 50 years that our actions have the power to alter our climate, resulting in world-wide disruption and hardship. Science has also provided ample evidence about the cause, greenhouse gases (GHGs) that trap heat in our atmosphere, part of which is absorbed in our seas and land. These gases, primarily carbon dioxide (CO2), methane (CH4), and nitrogen dioxide (NO2) are the products of burning fossil fuels, coal, gas, and oil. Recently, carbon-based bio-fuels have been added to this list. Science has clearly shown us that we must quickly stop the use of fossil and carbon-based fuels and, in the case of fossil fuels, leave them in the ground. This will lessen the severity of the crisis while we implement more farseeing solutions that will return us to a more stable climate.

That is, if we have the will to unite and act aggressively to make our society sustainable and compatible with the processes of the natural world. It is a massive, long-term mission that will take generations. It will need a financial commitment equal to the effort required.

The climate emergency impacts all aspects of our lives. We must deal with both the causes and the consequences of our addiction to fossil and carbon-based fuels. Science and technology can provide the tools for mitigating GHGs. But that is only one part of our crisis. The other is how to handle the massive disruption to our society caused by climate change and the dislocation caused by the actions that must be taken. Do we turn our backs on the growing numbers of Americans cast adrift when they lose their homes and communities? Do we look away from the people whose jobs will disappear as we build a new sustainable society? Can we trust business-as-usual Capitalism to heal our society? No, we can’t. We are in this situation due to, in part, fundamental failures of our economic system. This emergency requires a holistic approach where the focus is on protecting people, removing GHGs and pollution, and transforming the US into a viable society.

Any of us could become a climate refugee. After the fires and the smoke clears revealing a blackened landscape or, the wind and rain stop and the land is now under water, what options does a person have? A day earlier they had a home, job, and membership in a community. They had purpose and identity. Then in only a few hours they are transformed into a displaced person, adrift and suffering from emotional trauma.

This year, across the US, Americans have been reduced to climate refugees. Our entire nation has become a disaster zone in one form or another. No place is safe. Try to imagine what others are going through. All your possessions are gone. You’re living in temporary housing, perhaps with family or friends, or a school gymnasium, tent city, motel, or FEMA trailer. You are isolated because power and communications have been destroyed. You can’t access your bank account or credit cards, so you rely on the efforts of volunteers and people across the country to provide food, clothes, and shelter. You are left with daunting questions. Where do you try to rebuild your life and future? Do you stay or go? Regardless, recovery will be hard.

For the rest of us who have been lucky enough to be spared from these disasters, we too have a life changing question to answer. What do we do? Do we continue what we’ve done in the past, provide aid and comfort piecemeal while we proceed business-as-usual? Or do we act to end the worsening cycle of destruction? To do nothing leads to our assured destruction while choosing to work together provides us hope and a path towards a more sustainable future. It won’t be easy but it is doable.

What do we do? There are two simultaneous paths we need to follow. The first, which we are very good at, is to build stuff, like an alternative energy network that is far less vulnerable to disruption. And, to clean up the immense amount of existing pollution which we continue to generate. The second, is to build a robust Human Infrastructure, social safety-net, that provides support for all Americans through these turbulent times. A key to our survival is creating and maintaining a stable society. The fragmentation of our society by racism and greed undermines our efforts. Business-as-usual would choose the use of force as a solution but history has shown that violence crushes progress, ultimately failing while making the situation worse. However, the Human Infrastructure plan would address these centuries-old racial and social injustices.

Human Infrastructure provides a more equitable, just, and long-term result. We have neglected many Americans, failing to provide them the educational, economical, medical, and social support that is required to participate in the American Dream. The expansion of existing programs and the creation of others to address the unique challenges facing us is essential. Healing our nation is critical to healing our climate. The US is becoming a disaster zone. It isn’t unreasonable to say that many American families will suffer significant loss because of climate change. We would be wise to consider Biden’s Build Back Better Plan as a down payment on an insurance policy for the US and our world.

We have few options left and doing nothing is not one of them. In the past, our leaders and others around the world have failed to meet this threat head-on, preferring inaction and half-measures. On September 23, 2019, Greta Thunberg, a 16-year-old climate activist, stood before the United Nation’s Youth Climate Conference and excoriated the attending world’s leaders for their complete abdication of their responsibilities to deal with global warming. As she said, “How dare you! You have stolen my dreams and childhood.” [1]

The COP26 climate conference has, once again, been long on promises but short on hard and fast deliverables. The wealthy nations continue to promise financial aid to poorer, less developed countries, but have failed to make good on previous pledges. Even at the end of the conference, the vested financial interests of certain nations, including Australia, China, India, Russia and the US take precedence over Global Warming. The fossil fuel industry has defeated meaningful actions such as the phasing-out the use of coal and setting strict limits on GHG emissions. “The U.N. climate talks ended in Glasgow with nothing decided that would slow greenhouse gas emissions through 2030. One activist declared ‘the whole system is broken.’ ”. [2]

The challenges we face today are varied and complex. They cannot be solved with business-as-usual thinking, which unfortunately is what is being offered. Nor can traditional economic assumptions provide the foundation needed to adapt to the new world that is materializing around us. If we are to survive as a nation and as a species, we must act bravely, decisively, to confront the disaster we have created.

How did we get to this point? Since the 1970s, Scientists and Activists have been raising the alarm more and more urgently as research exposed the growing threat. At the same time the fossil fuel industry began a deadly campaign of misinformation and lies to block critical action. [3] They pushed for more exploration, drilling and mining to maximize their profits. All the time, they knew what they were doing and that the long-term effects would be catastrophic. Others like the auto and financial industries ignored science and public action, preferring business as usual and higher profits. It is only in the last few years that the financial sector has started to factor in the tremendous risks that come with climate change. The entrenched auto industry, after decades of burying electric vehicle technology, has finally begun to produce electric cars. They’re just several of decades late.

We are not blameless. Each of us must share responsibility for where we are now. The industrialized world, particularly the US, is addicted to cheap energy and cheap goods. Witness the uproar around the rising cost of energy for transportation, power generation, and heating and the ripple effect on prices of goods. Many of us want to increase fossil fuel supplies to drive down prices. This only hides the problem. It sabotages our efforts to dramatically reduce our use of carbon-based fuels which are the heart of global warming.

We Americans want change but are unwilling to change ourselves. Everyone wants to go to heaven, but no one wants to die. In this case, change won’t kill us but not changing will. We would be wise to turn toward speeding up the implementation of alternative power and adapting to our new world.

The cheap goods, energy, and services we want are based on a robber economy that ruthlessly chases profits and perpetual economic growth. The cost of extracting natural resources is reduced by ignoring the damage it causes to environment and people. Likewise, waste at a product’s end of life is ignored, thrown away, and transferred to taxpayers to pay the bill. The real cost of our prosperity is offloaded onto our environment in the form of pollution of the air, land, and water. The people that have borne the burden of this filthy practice are those least able to do anything about it; people of color, poor, disabled and elderly. These folks are the canaries in the coalmine where we all live.

The passing of the bipartisan Infrastructure Bill demonstrates that most Americans understand that our society, our economy, are woven together by physical systems that promote the Common Good. Roads, highways, bridges, state of the art communications, clean drinking water, and waste disposal keeps us connected and healthy. However, this is only a portion of our national infrastructure. Infrastructure Lite rebuilds and updates what we already have. It does not significantly move us forward in our fight for survival.

Build Back Better is the critical element needed to change the suicidal path we are on. If we want to mitigate the effects of global warming and if we want to build a healthy, just society, the only available option available is through the Build Back Better Bill.

  1. Read Greta Thunberg’s full speech at the United Nations Climate Action Summit; Greta Thunberg; NBC News; 09/23/2019
  2. COP Negotiators Demand Nations do More to Curb Climate Change, but Required Emissions
    Cuts Remain Elusive
    ; Bob Berwyn; Inside Climate News; 11/14/2021;
  3. Exxon: The Road Not Taken; Neela Banerjee, John H. Cushman Jr., David Hasemyer, Lisa
    Song; Inside Climate News; 10/28/2015;

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